Wednesday, May 27, 2009
You never lose by loving. You lose by holding back. |
- Paul Simon. |
This book taught me a lot of things. I made me realize that people are not perfect. That I am not perfect, and will never be. "It's all in the view. That's what I mean about forever, too. For any one of us our forever could end in an hour, or a hundred years from now. You never know for sure, so you'd better make every second count." "It's just that...I just think that some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic. It's the universe's way of providing contrast, you know? There have to be a few holes in the road. It's how life is." "It was just one of those things," I said, "You know, that just happen. You don't think or plan. You just do it." "That was the thing. You just never knew. Forever was so many different things. It was always changing, it was what everything was really all about. It was twenty minutes, or a hundred years, or just this instant, or any instant I wished would last and last. But there was only one truth about forever, and that was this: it was happening. Right then, [...] and every moment afterwards. Look, there. Now. Now. Now." Don't be afraid of making wrong decisions, remember that mistakes are the best teachers. Don't be so afraid of telling people what you really feel, stop putting on a smile to hide everything. Don't live in fear. We are only alive once. Enjoy living. Enjoy life. Because the truth about forever is that it is happening. Now. |
Afsofuisdoiuerjeoijrijdgfdsadfdslfjkadaaaa!!!! I feel so giddy! I'm screaming like crazy right now! Really. Haha! But not in the way you're probably thinking, but, it's because of a book. Yes, a book. And the thing is, I haven't started reading it yet. Crazy, right? Well, I've been searching this book for like, 2 months already, and I always fail. Until this morning I finally found it! Yay! I'm into paranormal love story right now, and I find this book very interesting. Here's the synopsis: Since a horrible accident claimed the lives of her family, sixteen-year-old Ever can see auras, hear people’s thoughts, and know a person’s life story by touch. Going out of her way to shield herself from human contact to suppress her abilities has branded her as a freak at her new high school—but everything changes when she meets Damen Auguste… Ever sees Damen and feels an instant recognition. He is gorgeous, exotic and wealthy, and he holds many secrets. Damen is able to make things appear and disappear, he always seems to know what she’s thinking—and he’s the only one who can silence the noise and the random energy in her head. She doesn’t know who he really is—or what he is. Damen equal parts light and darkness, and he belongs to an enchanted new world where no one ever dies. Okay. Will read now. I tell you guys about it later. Bbye for now. Lovelovelove. Labels: books |
I missed you, Internet. So, I'm back, obviously. I've been away for a week, and I really really missed my out of date PC. So, as I said, I left the town to take care of some business in Quezon. I went there to see my lolo's condition. I was supposed to be back the day after, but unfortunately, I wasn't able to accomplish things there in just a day or two. Worse, lolo was not able to make it through his medication. He died at the age of 73, at his residence in our province. Lola was beside him at the exact moment. Talk about TRUE LOVE. Even at his death, it was lola who was with him. I love you, Lolo. I miss you. Goodbye to you, the most quiet person I know. God bless your soul. I love you. We love you. Papa loves you so much. Lovelovelove. Labels: goodbye, lolo cesar |
You are beautiful. A lot of girls want to be with you. You have a girlfriend and you're letting them down, the girls, I mean. We're close friends, but I can't tell you any of it. Because I am one of them. I am the one who wants you. But I will never play that game. Ever. And thank you for being such a good boy. For not letting me play. Lovelovelove. |
Okay, I'll be posting series of I miss blogs because I really really miss a lot of people. Especially my grade school friends. Pau, Mae, Mai, Rez, Amy, Romelyn, Shane, Manuel, Joseph, Richmae, Sherwin, a lott. I want to post some pictures here, but unfortunately I can't find them right now. The last time I've seen them was in 2005, I think? 4 years ago, wow! I wonder if they've changed a lot. I really miss them. So, we were planning to have a get together party in May. Wish us luck. I need to sleep now, I have to wake up early for tomorrow. UGH! Lovelovelove. |
Okay, so, someone texted me just now. And I'm freaking out. Haha! I feel butterflies. Wohooo! Fine, it's an exaggeration, I just don't know what to do. Lovelovelove. Labels: random |
I'll be leaving for Quezon tomorrow morning. But here's the catch, I'll be leaving alone. Yep, alooone. How exciting! But I'll be leaving town not because I'll be having a vacation, boo! :) I have something to do there. I need to get some papers from the hospital because my grandfather is still confined there. For like, 2 weeks now. But I'll be coming home tomorrow afternoon also. Only if the papers will be processed fast. Wish me luck. Lovelovelove. |
Done with my duty today, so now, I am officially bored. Pfft. Who is the last person you high-fived? Jerome, yo! Cuddle with anyone right now, who would you pick? James Franco, and today's his birthdaaay! What were you up to at 9pm last night? Attending Aiko's debut. Do you have any bruises? Yep, on the knee. Who made you mad today? Hm, no one. How's your life lately? Pressured. What's something that always has to be in the fridge? Chocolates. What did you do today? Called Sir Hernandez at home for some ARC stuff. Do you have any feelings for anyone right now? Yes. Do you eat whip cream straight out of the can? Yeah. Why did you cry the last time you did? Oops, I can't remember. Did you mean 'i love you' when you said it last? To my friends, yes. But to someone in particular, no. Baaad. What are you looking forward to in the next 7 days? SDP meeting with the Alumni. What was the first thing you thought this morning? Call Sir Hernandez and add contacts in our site. How'd you meet the last person you were in a car with? We're classmates in high school. Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow? No way. What are you listening to at the moment? Nothing. Who did you last get into a big argument with? Papa? No. It's Mama. Do you have a best friend to lean on? Yes. 3 super best friends. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? Sleeping. What was the weather like today? Cloudy. Would you ever want to swim with the sharks? No. Do you drink lots of water? Yes. Are you dating the last person you kissed on the lips? Nope, haven't kissed anyone on the lips. Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night? Nope. Just 7 hours. How many cousins in total do you have? Could you count them for me? Have you ever held hands with anyone? Nope. What was the worst feeling you last felt? Loss. Interested in anyone at the moment? Yes. Do you trust all of your friends? My friend friends? Yes. Have you held hands with anybody in the past week? Nope. Are you afraid of falling in love? Maybe. [ Love from ServinSurveys dot multiply dot com ] Lovelovelove. Labels: survey |